age-less

i had a 70-something years old patient with COPD in the clinic yesterday who spent his day Facebook-ing
hoho how cute-lah grandpa :p

*adores*

there's nothing like walking while it's snowing
when the flake rest ever softly on the tip of ur nose
stepping on the fresh untouched white blanket of snow
new and untainted
the sheer feeling of unrestrained freedom
the child in me just glee in happiness

it's magical
-*v*-

it's soothing
-*v*-

it's just simply breathtakingly beautiful
-*v*-

I LOVE~

p/s:i really wanna capture it on picture so i can share it with everyone but sumhow it doesn't capture the magic
*sigh*

shades of grey

tadaaaaaa!
1st for my GA collection



dalilah da very lykeeeeee~
tonite sure can sleep soundly
*padahal tiap2 mlm pon tido mati x sedar*
can't wait for the next new epi in April now dat the strike is over!
1 down, 2 more to go
*hint hint*

either or, neither nor

growing old is mandatory, growing up is optional

-Chili Davis-

weekend movie marathon

i watched six movies in total this weekend alone!
so much for starting hitting the books for CV/RESPI finals which is in 3 weeks
*panic attacks*
oh well, all work n no play makes Dalilah a very dull girl eh?

first movie was

typical Tarzan storyline. very explicit on displaying how barbaric so called superior race genociding the Natives so they can claim the land their own *sick*

then moved on to

a VERY good movie
very light approach to a very heavy topic
highly recommended =)

last movie for the nite was

all the usual Jackie Chan amazing stunts n hilarities. i actually dozed off halfway thru this one
*it was already 4 or 5 in da morning*
but definitely the movie for a weekend laugh

the next day, only managed to watch this

nice light romantic comedy on my fav subject: FOOD!
and gourmet food at dat?
*definitely drooolsss*

today, another romantic comedy to restore my faith dat there is happy ending after all in this world

highly recommended to those who are thinking of taking the next BIG step in their relationship or are planning their BIG day just to give you a vague idea of wat's coming n killed off the stress of planning etc

last movie for the weekend was this number

those moves~ those rhythm~ those hot bodies~
*big big movigasm!*
oh well, i always envy those who can dance for i am rhythmless n keras macam kayu :p

shoutout!

kesum a.k.a walina a.k.a lina dear



!!!HAPPY 23rd BIRTHDAY!!!
have a blastfull year ahead
X's n O's

love, CT

guilty pleasure~

it started with this



and now thanks to Cik Nodee
*this is 2nd time i mention her in 2 consecutive post, harus kembang minah ini*
i am stuck to this



when i should be engrossing myself in trying to engraved the heart n lung physio into wats left of my limited brain space
but nvrtheless if u played Chocolatier before, u really should try Chocolatier 2
the very amat BEST sesgt2 not to mention the very addictive wan also!
while the concept is very much the same but they are more ports n recipes n there's secret ports to be discover n secret ingredients u can use to make new chocolates using your own chocolate lab, seriesly~
n u have to think big too as in BIG moneyyyyyyy!!!
me not being a great reviewer, i must say go try it urself!
now excuse me for i'm gonna try get myself out of Amazon forest~

p/s: for cracked version, just search for its torrent *hint hint*

coolness eh?

Cik Nodee have been kind enuf to tag me, so here goes

rules and regulations
1. must be clean. no X-rated sites.
2. only FIVE links.
3. MUST tell 5 peoples.
4. a link back to the person who tagged you.
5. an active link.

my 'cool' la-links

1. http://canada.forever21.com - retail therapy yeah!
2. http://www.babyblues.com - my daily dose of happy pills lalala~
3. http://eztv.it/frontpage.php - source of entertainment
4. http://www.greysanatomyinsider.com - kipas-susah-nak-mati i am
5. http:/ctdalilah-.blogspot.com - what?????is it wrong to syok sendiri?

next 5 victims would be yunayuni, iza kecik, cik ina khalid, syafiq husni n pu3 zatil

more eating event!

another 'mkn2' event today!
wat else to do here except to gather every weekend n host a 'mkn2' event
*Calgary is soooo dry n boringgggggg!*
this time is was a Thanksgiving cum CNY dinner

all thanks to Auntie Elizabeth


i know now wat turkey taste likes



the foods was superb!



n the company was even better

note:tired from non stop eating n partying
seriously i ate more than i ever in 2 weeks n gain a kilo or two over this long weekend not to mention laughing til my pancreas goes cramp

all girls only

Kak Rehan hosted an all girls party today
i was late due to hangover (seriously) from last nite overdose of Chinese food
but anyhuuuuu
the party was fun
with foods *but of course* n games n prezzies n belly dancing *haaaa jgn x cayer*
cannot tell much
wat happened at the party stays at the party
*is it?*

p/s: no pics since its an all girls party so everybody go commando with their crown jewel so cannot la post their pics, understands?!

pp/s:sorry for the lack of excitement. am under heavy influence of piriton *yawn*

feast fit for a king

we had a banquet of Chinese cuisine to celebrate the CNY here in Calgary complete with chi kut teh n fried wantan n mantaou n of course



the yee sang!



me in my cheongsam

we had fun eating n karaoke n playing Wii~



Thanks to everyone -too many to mention- for the food n fun!

it's a good day!

scratch dat
make it it's a GREAT day!
*hyper hepi mode*
for reasons such dat

1. i for a change, participate actively in my core session today. i ask questions n successfully examine the patients!usually i just contented with being the wallflower but today i feel like participating *weird eh?* it feels great!

2. my allowance finally got thru! now i no longer moneyless! thanks so much to Bulat's mom who bersusah payah harassing dat hampeh sponsor of mine

3. now dat i finally got my money i can pay off all my debts! wat a big relief!

4. sumhow i can download using torrent again! i'm back in the game bebeh!
*bz downlading mode*

5. i got valentine gift packet
*oh ok, everybody in my class got it*
but nvrtheless, valentine's choc! i loikeee!

6. i'm in da same group as he
*swoon*
i had my fill ogling him
*swoon sumore*
ouh, did i mention he smile his sweet smile at me?
*melting*

7. i got my blingbling Glaber's jersey! yeayness!!



no, i do not play ice hockey or any other sport
this is my class jersey
it's a tradition for each class to have their own jersey
n it's also a tradition to wear them to exam
looks like it arrived just in time for our formative tmr!

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!
~make love not war~

p/s: notice the excessive use of exclamation mark? dats how great my day is today!!! *exclamation mark sumore*

in da far far away land

so i heard dat the Parliment is dissolved n General Election should ensue within 60 days
i guess by now all the bridges n trees n lamp posts fall victim to bulan n dacing n roket n wat else flags n all those kutuk mengutuk banner erected on every surface available

well, i can't say much since as eligible as i am
the one responsibility dat come with turning 21 few years back slipped rite thru my mind
but i am sure there's sumone or two who mysteriously cast a vote on my behalf
politic just not my thang i must say

few things i fondly remember from GE growing up is how much kertas conteng me n my frens got from the small flags n banners
not forgetting the stunt my mum pulls every GE
she says she won't go back to vote but by 10 am we were all kerah-ed to get ready to balik kampung
*head shaking*
well, grandma couldn't afford to lose another vote for her party, couldn't she?
but i like the day trip balik kampung on GE, dunno why :)
ouh, when i was small, in my dad's village got another party called Semangat 46 which was dissolved sumtime when i was in secondary school, i kinda like their flag
i remember how my uncle would marah-marah my cousins for bringing home the opponent's flag
i clearly recall his words
"ni ape dacing2 nih, bulan jer boleh naik umah ni!"

well, this coming March 8 i shall miss my 1st election
to others, pangkah la mane yang patut

a gentle reminder

Andai ku tahu....
Kapan tiba ajalku...
Ku akan memohon Tuhan tolong panjangkan umurku...
Andai ku tahu...
Kapan tiba masaku...
Ku akan memohon Tuhan jangan kau ambil nyawaku...
Aku takut akan semua dosa dosaku...
Aku takut dosa yg terus membayangiku...
Andai ku tahu...
Malaikatmu kan menjemputku...
Izinkan aku mengucap kata taubat padamu...
Aku takut akan semua dosa dosaku...
Aku takut dosa yg terus membayangiku...
Ampuni aku dari segala dosa dosaku...
Ampuni aku menangis ku bertaubat padamu...
Aku manusia yang takut neraka...
Namun aku juga tak pantas disurga...
Andai ku tahu....
Kapan tiba ajalku...
Izinkan aku mengucap kata taubat padamu...
Aku takut akan semua dosa dosaku...
Aku takut dosa yg terus membayangiku...
Ampuni aku dari segala dosa dosaku...
Ampuni aku menangis ku bertaubat padamu...

Chinook is back!

*crossing my fingers hoping it will come true n stay*

hardcore emo

dat dread feeling i have been having all week last week
came to its breaking point today
if yesterday was a crack, today it's a full blown
suddenly everything seems to much to handle

i feel so overwhelmed
i fel so tired
i feel so alone
i feel like not having anyone to talk to
i feel like doing nothing but sleeping
i have no drive to even get out of my bed
n i can't pinpoint the root of this miserable drowning feeling

if Pu3 were within reach she would take me n Muni n Najwa out, mayb we go celebrate my 2nd or 3rd 'bday' at hartamas
if Nana were within reach, i would be sleeping over at her room, sharing stories n gossips
if Ajie were within reach, i would take the train to her place n stay there for few days
if he were within reach, i would call n he will be there n we would sit by the pool n talk
if home were within reach, i'll be on the first bus back
if my lil sanctuary were within reach, i would be there
*sighhhh*

IFs....

badly need a REAL hug :(

dunno why...

am feeling Breakdown, Meltdown, Shutdown...

the sweetest thing

once i'm in this stage where i spent a whole day couped up in my room working my creativity streaks devising revenge plans to hurt my ex
oh all the vile n cruel thoughts
it would be a slice of heaven if i can carry out any of it
but i didn't
but yesterday's suturing class sparks back an old idea i once had
inspired by the magical wonder of medical world

a cruel but heavenly gratifying n satisfactory way to get back at ur ex-boyfriend
esp those who cheat on you wit other women/girl

step 1
get hold of mixed preparation of lidocaine (or any other local anaesthetic-commonly ends wit -caine) and epinephrine (or any other vasoconstrictor agent)

step 2
get hold of ur ex, tied him n get his down there prepared wit icy cold alcohol swab

step 3
inject the lidocaine-epinephrine mixture at the tip of his penis and wait with a smug smile on ur face

step 4
watch wat happen to his "big boy"
*evil laugh here*

result
behold! his member will turn black wit gangrene and wither off
*evil laugh some more n louder too*

it really work, trust me!

~knowledge is power, use it to good path~

out with the pig, in with the rat

i did suture today
on a pig feet
yezza ppl...PIGGY feet!!!!

i wish i can take the pics of my 'lovely' sutures
but no photo allowed
:(

on other notes



to all who celebrate it
esp to Janet, Vi Ean, Kent, Chee Wee, Leeshi, Shirline, Yong Wern and Gab!
got red packet anot?

out of the blue.....

...i feel like eating siput sedut msk lemak

pop my cherry

i have to say the honour goes to
apihsinchan
my first tag-lah!
not DAT cherry popping thing
u dirty dirty minded
anyhu, here goes~

Favorite Breakfast Is: nasi kerabu or pulut hitam with kelapa or my mum's bubur nasi with kicap n bilis goreng *winduuuu~*
The Movie I’ve Watched Most Number Of: Love Actually
Least Favorite Subject In School: maths (number n me r like water n oil)
Spend My Leisure Time: long bath with soft music n candles
Worst Smell? crazy drunken alcohol drinkers pukes
If I Could Have Any Car In The World, What Would It Be? BMW 3 series or Honda Jazz as my 1st car
Favorite Household Chore? cooking
When I Was A Kid I Dreamt Of Becoming A: MAS stewardess
Favorite Color/s?: pink, brown, lilac
Favorite Performer/s? those who can really entertain (read:can make me laugh, cry n awed)
If I Could Repeat College, I’d Take: not medicine *tgh phase benci buat medic nih*
Three Things I Can't Forget Before Going To Office? lappie, id n keys
First Thing I’ll Buy With My First Salary: something nice for myself, most probably some expensive jewelery
I’d Like To Be Remembered As: ME
If A Book Was Made Into A Movie, Would You Still Bother To Read The Book? yup, movie based on novel is just one interpretation of the writings, love to have my own plus all the details left behind
Specialty In Cooking? desserts n east coast cookings, some of them
Present Crush(es)? let see...there's Mr Birthday guy n Mcdreamy plus Pretty Pete hurmn lately Mcsteamy pon seems hot la pulak *hormones hormones*
Favorite Hang-Out? Market Mall, Chinook Center
Best Place To Shop? Rue St Catherine, Montreal and KL
Do You Like To Watch Plays? sure do esp the Malay traditional ones
Favorite Place In Your House? my roomiey!!
Best Gift You've Received? the gift of life by my Creator
Weirdest Gift You've Received? can't think of any when it comes to dat
Gift That You Want To Receive As Of This Moment? upgraded, fully equipped MacBook Air heheh *demand abeh*
Yahoo Or Hotmail: Yahooooo~
Left Or Right: righty right
Black Or White: white for innocence, black for sophistication
Black Or Blue Pen: black is classy
Sandals Or Shoes: heels! heels!
Colgate Or Happee: Colgate definitely
Chopsticks Or Spoon And Fork? love chopstick but spoon n fork r more easy to use
Robocop Or Rambo: errrr...neither?
Jollibee Or McD: McD double Big Mac *droools*
Coke Or Pepsi: Coke Zero
Last Person You Talked To: Iza
Last Person Who Texted You: Iza
Last Person Who Made You Laugh: budak ingin tahu
Last Time I Cried: Saturday morning from the excruciating period pain
You See Me Always Drinking: sky juice straight from the tap

5 things found in my bag

*Palm
*Sony Ericsson W580i
*purse
*Olympus mini
*lip balm n body lotion

5 things found in my purse

*debit card
*credit card
*MyKad
*Malaysian driving license
*Safeway card, Shoppers Drug Mart card, Sephora card and all those cards
~notice the absence of cash

5 things I’ve always wanted to do

*bungee jumping, parachuting and all those adrenaline pumping crazy adventures
*travel the world esp Europe tour
*road trips with awesome traveling buddies
*learn ballroom dance esp waltz
*scuba diving

5 things I’m currently into

*wall climbing
*blogging
*trying out new recipes
*winter sports
*how to be financially independent so i don't hve to work n still have enuf money to live comfortably

now tagging icey, fiqah, nuha, bit and garfield

what matters most

why does it always have to be about the destination?

why can't it be about the journey?

wasted sunday

i'm suppose to go snowboarding today
but my fav 'sister' decided to come for a visit
*well she comes every month, visiting for a week or so~*
bringing with her all the lil monsters dat decided to make my day the worst ever in a very long long time

i have to forgo showing off my new snow pants n jackets dat i brought yesterday in the spirit of going snowboarding
nvr mind dat i'm running low on cash meter rite now
-who the bloody hell holding my money hostage hah?-

n tmr when all those ppl who go snowboarding
flaunt n brag on how much fun it was n how cool it is
yada yada yada
i'll just slowly shrink n fade in jelousy
*menangis air mata mencurah2 cam nobita*

oh-kayyyyyy dalilah emo due to her sister visit
cut me some slack here will ya?!

chatted wit Kak Ana
plan to do nasik kerabu for tis comin' cny mkn2
sticky note:get recipe frm pu3

then i notice some bumpy rash in both my arms
it itches n i started scratching
swallow 2 dose of antihistamine
willed for it to go away
*silently weeping*

but its not all rainy today
i manage to download last week's House new episode dat i miss due to my rumet conquering TV n i'm just lazy to drag my ass to the TV lounge downstairs
thanks to Bulat for the torrent
*stupid uni internet for blocking torrent*

n i finally wrote the cardio case history and email it to my teammates for editing before presentation tis coming Friday

am thinking of emailing Dr. Alakija
to tag along for an autopsy session
it would be interesting to ripped open ppl chest n see wats inside

still haven't start studying
n exam in less than 2 weeks

craving my mum's bubur nasi
feels like cross stitching
a dose of nasi lemak sounds yummy
Stephanie Lauren's new Cynster novel is actively gathering dust

pms oh pms

superwoman

my gurlfren was complaining 'bout how
her bf won't think about getting engaged yet
as he wants to concentrated in completing his study first
plus the fact he simply can't do 2 things at one time

duh!

i think

life is too short to be doing one thing at a time

dear dear
ever heard of multitasking not?

if u r doing medicine n want to finish up
before doing sumthing else like married n have kids
u probably be greeted with tis
when u send your first child to his/her 1st day of school

"anta cucu ker?"

one way ticket please

the other worse thing

than waiting anxiously with high hopes is

being shuffled back n forth

when u can get it over n done with

in just one trip